spanglesplat's Diaryland Diary
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feel like a little girl trying to conquer the whole wide world
aha tuesdays we end early cos theres double chinese at the end of the day so we get to leave sch earlier than the rest. hm went to the gym with chare! and we ran ((: so fun. hahaha. we ran about 3.2km. so proud of myself laaaa. and i just realised today how cool the acjc gym is! like aircon and mirrors and TV and cool equipment! aha and halfway when chare and i were running, joshua and jianwei appeared out of nowhere to come and disturb us la. talk so much rubbish and then keep altering the speed and made me run uphill! wth! stupidd. after a very long while they finally decided to buzz off. ahahaha. but yar i realised that i felt quite at ease running in the gym. seriously. YAAAAY i think i shd go there n work out more often. lalalala (((: so im feeling gd about myself now. but im really tired nowww. ahaa.
got back GP today. 28/50. ting, kat and i all same score. NANYANG SCORE. kat and i were a bit like. not happy lar. cos i mean, in cheahleehuangs class in nanyang our english was kinda gd, and here its like -___-. sigh. i tink cheryl is right lar, its the way nanyang taught us.. im kinda freaked for math. i think i might get 20/70. the lowest i heard so far is 10. AHHHH. ahahaa. freak freak freak! hm. heard frm tracy that nick might wana dropout endofyear and go poly :( oh well. i guess the jc system doesnt really suit his style of learning la. but i think he might stay cos of badminton.
nat gave me a SMELLYBELLY. purple and orange. ahahahahahaha its so CUTE and well, it smells! its Uh. passion peach. lol. during lecture, tash was like OOOHH I NOE WHATS THAT!! SMELLYBELLY! and ade was like EH! I KNOW WHATS THAT! SMELLYBELLY! ahaha and like everybody knew what it was and they collected it last time. hm. ahahahahaa. nat is trying to like atone for his SINS (Ahemahem) and yar lar they are forgiven AHURHURHUR. as in, its all cool! ahahaha. then he blue slipped out early to go to an old folks hme thingy n he attended the briefing n came out of it so depressed he started sending me msgs abt how that when we become senior citizens we cannot ostracize each other. ahaha (:
and now retard is laughing at me cos he doesnt believe i went to the gym. -____________-
i'll lean on you, and you'll lean on me, and we'll be okay.
19:10 - 05.07.05
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break from these chains
i knew it already and i know it now and i always will know it.
EDISON IS LIKE, HOT, PERSONIFIED. period.
nothing else to say. nothing else can describe howwwww perfect i think he is. AAAHHHHH okay i am obsessed. shd stop. stop me. INNER ME IS SHOWING AGAINN...
ahaha so i watched inital D today with chien, cherlyn and sikhi. havent seen them for SO LONG! and like. after we watched the movie we sat at coffeebean and played with chiens new camera. AND SO FUNNY I LAUGH UNTIL STOMACHEPAIN becos we kept like taking on the initial D roles and taking pictures and laughing so loudly until my sides hurthurthurt. then during the show sikhi n cherlyn were making comments like ALIBABA abt the saobatou and laughingggggg it was so funnyyyyy. HURHURHUR. and jaychou only has one expression. stone plus two teeth. AHAHAHAHA. ok i shd shuddup. after all the jayfans throw stones at me. but anw, I HATED THE ENDING. such a sucky ending! CLIFFHANGER. I HATE CLIFFHANGERS. ooh and i guess theres gona be a sequel then. I DEMAND EDISON BE LIKE A MORE CENTRAL CHARACTERRRRR. ARHHHHHH.
after coffeebean we went to cine kfc to sit and ROT. ahahaha. its so fun going out with them. but i think we got high too fast, then like our energy level reached optimum at coffeebean and then plummeted at kfc. ahahahahaha. never laughed so PAINFULLY in a longlong time. and i think only they can make me do that (: happiness.
met sharon on the bus home!! ((: RON!! ahahah so happy to see you!! ahaha yes then we started talking abt all sorts of things! and sharon makes me smile. LAUGH. loveyoumuchly ron <3
ahh after kfc went to mosburger at taka to meet scones plus others. hm. i think maybe i shdnt have gone to meet them. i had afterthoughts. if i hadnt gone, i wouldnt have seen, wouldnt have felt, wouldnt have affected. and only I know what im talking about. so let me talk to myself for awhile. hm.
i think that i thought too much. i think that its just a stage for him, like reuben said. attention. nothing much. thus i shdnt entertain, like nat said. aha i really appreciate them being there to give me input and advice. shd just be. neutral and normal. why shd i think so much. why shd i read so much into it. insecurities. everybody has them. it causes me to stumble, feel wrong, feel uncomfortable. i hate it. opposite from what i felt when i was with my girls today. sharonchiencherlynsikhi. me myself i. who i am, who i always will be. laughter with no means to impress. laughter because of the company. the best company.
my life is brilliant, my love is pure.
and school starts tmr again. dont know what to expect.
let it go, let it be. dont waste all your emotion.
22:12 - 04.07.05
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could you make it on your own?
ahaha i have been really bored. i shd have taken a nap but now its 730pm and its TOO LATE FOR THAT! so here i present to you, debs wonderful creations..
master sheila. master of all things that have to do with numbers. or cards. or tiles.
i cant decide whether to end off with the nice one or the funny one. hurhur. ANYWAY. (ahem) i was astonished to receive this picture from shiru taken like months ago durin our 4/5 dinner at marche. the most unglam picture EVER.
faces and badges have been made unidentifiable in order to protect privacy as well as repuation of the school..
ahaha and now, nice picture! i really like this one. too bad it din capture my starwars shirt. another time then aha (:
19:30 - 03.07.05
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heaven knows ive fallen for you
thankYOU eugenekhoo!! (((: ahhaa eugene very kindly offered to burn me the corrinemay cd and he got it to my brother the very next day!! ahh and its sooo nice. local talent. not bad. RON! i must burn it for you sometime. i think you'd like it muchly (:
ah last night we had a huge turnout for cell. fifteen! compared to the usual barely ten. God's grace indeed. yep and at the same time hanpin was having some random party at his hse.. and when i got back i got a very strange msg from peter. and then i found out from ivan that peter was so wasted he was sending rubbish to everyoneee. POOR PETER. mygosh and i was tryin to tell ivan to stop him frm making a fool of himself but they were like nono we're being gd friends helping him get a girlfriend -_- SO HORRIBLEEE my goodness i wonder how peter is now :(
anyway, todays sermon was by don richardson. one of the best ive heard! ok la, it wasnt really a sermon. more of like, sharing and testimony. it was SO interesting! and im gona go back n listen to him speak on thurs fri and sat night (: yay. the focus is on missions, cos july is missions month. and theres gona be a youth mission trip end of year, and ive decided that im gona go. last year i was hesitant cos it was so near christmas and all and i guess i was so selfish i didnt wana give up like the events that i wd miss out if i went. this year the dates are similar, ends on 22nd dec i think, but ive decided that if i am gona do what Christ ordered, which is to take up my cross and follow Him, sacrifices have to be made. and when i was watching the ppt show, i was really touched. so i was like praying silently that if God wanted me to go, then give me some sort of sign. and i was waiting..
and i got it.
and it was through a song that we sang during praise and worship. it couldnt be any clearer. God is truly amazing. He works in wonderful ways (:
help us to begin where we are
help us love the people near to our hearts
then give our faith a mission field
wherever You may call
Lord work your love through each of us
until we've touched them all
as bread that is broken
use our lives
as wine that is poured out
a willing sacrifice
empower us Father
to share the love of Christ
and i got my answer. just. like. that. ((:
went shopping at centrepoint with my mom!! got a top and a jacket from marks and spencers. YAAAY. i checkedout the mango sale but everything was in such CHAOS it put me off. aha. hm. and in the car i was informed that we might most prob go to US to visit my 2nd brother in november. and the timespan is gona overlap tracy and nick's bdays :( I DONT WAAAANTTTTTT. oh welllllll. we'll see how it goes.
17:30 - 03.07.05
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cos we're keeping the dream alive
last night proved a very testing day. sick the whole day, and at night, i was ANGRY. u know how it really hurts you when the people who make u angry are the ones that you hold close to you. and because they are close to you, you tend to get disappointed. at least for me. but after the entire, entire night i was too tired to really put any more energy into being angry >:(
passion ac last night. the worship was good. intense. and im really glad im part of acjc. like, the only college that puts so much emphasis on christianity as a religion. thankful :D
so blessed i cant contain it
so much i've got to give it away
You love has taught me to live now
You are more than enough for me.
i dont care what others may say
im running after You
i wont turn back and go their way
im running after You
no matter what may come my way
im running after you.
i was online till about 2 plus talking to ashish amadeo kat n shaun. i realised i like to talk at night. i get quite high at night when im engaged in conversation. aha. yess but of course it didnt help my throat condition, staying up late and all. im quite sure im gona lose my voice sometime soon. msged fish till abt 3 and then fell aslp. fish is the only person i know who uses words like 'SPLENDID' and 'INDEED' and 'RATHER' in normal conversation. its quite entertaining. aha. we talked abt alphamales and alphafemales and getting married and the future. always the interesting topic. and fish said something abt whoever he marries, alphafemale or not (:P), shes gona be perfect to him. and its the same for me! ((: and i really wana find that person. whos going to be perfect in my eyes, no matter what.
ahaha talked to ashish abt 'the miracle of life', cos of my visit to my cousin and her kid, and how i saw it in the two of them. the miracle of life. its really something that hits you, even though u might like KNOW it, but u gota FEEEL it. like i was lookin at my cousin (who did NOT look thirty at all), as in its like HUH she grew up so fast!? and then i looked at the babyy.. and i was like thinking. he came from her. God made it all happen. and like AHHH suddenly, THE MIRACLE OF LIFE was rushing up inside me. ahahhaa ok la sounds very drama but thats what i felt. and anyway on a sidepoint, MY NEPHEW IS SO CUTEEEEEE :D
kat called with an invitation to her plc tmr, with bev tash n debaters. at the same time, theres a 2/8 gathering going on!
and this is where you get torn between your new friends and your old friends :(
14:29 - 02.07.05
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trying to identify the voices in my head
THIS SOUNDS SO FUN SO FUN! PLAYPLAY!! xD RONNN i know you will find this game fun too! its a lyrics thing ((:
Steps:
1. Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play.
2. Pick your favorite lines from the first 30 songs that play.
3. Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from.
4. Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly
01.you left i died, i went and you cried
02. i need to let you know, you dont have to go in alone.
03. there was something bout the way you looked at me.
04. cant you see i want you by the way i push you away.
05. i aint happy, im feeling glad. i got sunshine in a bag.
06.we've been to hell and back again, through it all you're always my best friend
07. where were you while we were getting high?
08.we were all in love and we all got hurt.
09. watch the sunrise from a tropic isle. fly the ocean in a silver plane, see the jungle while its wet with rain.
10. you step a little closer each day, but i cant say whats going on.
11. im crying because of you. im hurting because of you.
12. ever since i've been with you, you hold me up all the time i'm falling down
13. another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
14. we were once upon a time in love.
15. oh why do you have to be so cute, its impossible to ignore you.
16. she was the one to hold me, the night the sky fell down.
17. hold me close and say three words like you used to do.
18. i've been watching your world from afar, i've been trying to be where you are. i've been secretly falling apart.
19. would you save yourself from someone who loves you for you, loves me for me?
20. and i can see the pain in you, and i can see the love in you.
21. who will be there to take my place? when im gone, you'll need love to light the shadows on your face.
22. but the colours fade away, and the years will make us gray. baby in my eyes, you'll still be beautiful.
23. i need you now like i need you then.
24. first we'll run then we'll laugh till we cry
25. still in my dreams you were so damn beautiful, how could it be that you ruined my everything?
26. maybe im a lonely girl whos in the middle of something that she doesnt really understand
27. no love no glory, no hero in her sky
28. i loved you then and i love you still, you're a friend of mine.
29. i've found im scared to know im always on your mind.
30. i am hanging on every word you say, even if you dont wana speak tonight, thats alright with me.
(((: HAPPY GUESSING!
01:25 - 02.07.05
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did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?
these pictures reminded me of the little angmoh kids in venezia. running around the circle as if they were being wound up. laughing and screaming, having the time of their lives. MATILDATAN. next time when we become one of those posh angmoh taitai ladies we will bring out kids to venezia and let them run around the circle hokay! and then we'll sit in venezia and watch the world go by with our peanut butter ice cream and murmur and laugh and warn our kids not to make so much noise. yes we will (:
here are picture from my brother's choir trip to europe. things are really pretty there.
a really nice picture of my brother n his girlfriend up there (: and well, i think sheryl is beginning to look and behave like my brother. Um. evidence below. (the pic of him is taken during our america trip in 03.)
so i guess thats what they mean when they say couples will slowly start to look alike o.O
and lastly, a scenic picture for all of you:
did you sail across the sun? did you make it to the milky way? and did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?
17:20 - 01.07.05
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you dont miss your water til the well runs dry
dan's left :(
mat, sheila, dan, me, cheryl, michelle n jan met up yesterday at veneziaa. aha and as dan put it in her blog, the gathering of the saints! UH ok i wdn really call it SAINTS, since we were making so much noise and being far from good. oh well. but its gona be so long before we ever meet up together again like that. with dan :(
wherever you will go // if you leave // leaving on a jet plane. played consecutively in my mp3 last night when it was on shuffle. well we keep thinking that dan is jus like overseas studying and all that, but as i was tellin cheryl over dinner last night, dan's like never ever gona stay in spore again. shes like. IN AUSTRALIA PERMANENTLY. its quite hard to imagine. and its howww sad thinking abt it. and how difficult n how rare we can get to see each other.
when i'm gone you'll need love to light the shadows on your face/ between the sand and stone, could you make it on your own?/ if i could, then i would, i'd go wherever you will go.
oh i would, i would.
i love my girls. i really do.
matcherylkatronchiendanjan//tracyjialing//cherylliann//
maekiyokorara//leezhisiyoucynliwanyijiayinsikhicherlyn
the different girls frm the different parts of my life. pieces of me. what would i do without you guys? you complete me.
and then the guys. natreubendarrochshaun//denzyl//toshizhiweibarnnoah
denzyl's leaving :( everyone is leaving. we always had time on our side.now its fading fast.every second, every moment- we gotta make it last.
all these thoughts came after last night, when i was flipping through my old journals. time just DISAPPEARS. elusive. it slips past you and before you know it, you're all grown up and different. i jus went to visit my cousin, shes THIRTY already with a one month old kid. n she still looks so young, and i could hardly believe that my jie had grown up so fast.
gwaaaaah i want time to stop. i know that things dont last forever. but there are lessons that you'll never learn.
16:56 - 01.07.05
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where were you while we were getting high?
RON, MAT, DAN, CHIEN, CHERYL, TRACY, JIALING, NAT, REUBEN:
CLICK ON IT PLEASE x) and i know you guys are gona tell me that you can imagine me saying it. hurr.
:D
20:31 - 30.06.05
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we shared a moment that will last till the end
TERMS ARE OVER.
its amazing how fast everything passed! and we're the first batch to finish all our papers ((: the science pple still have chem tmr. poorcows. hurhur. math was HORRENDOUS. ahahhaa lets NOT talk about it. im quite sure im gona get like H or maybe an I if it were POSSIBLE on my grade x) okays. YARH WAH everything is like superfast ZOOOM and gone!! and i guess thats good in a good way. ahahaa. but anyhow, ALL SMILES THAT ITS OVER :D
the usualbunch went to watch waroftheworlds today. well i was supposed to go. but i decided that i shd go visit the doctor instead. be a good girl n not go out n gallavant. aha it was quite funny brendan and matthew decided on the show due to the very famous UNDECISIVENESS of the arts ppl (: and uh kat wanted to watch ICEPRINCESS hurhur n tash and i wanted to watch INITIALD (EDISONEDISON!) but i dono what they ended up watching.
oh well. so my visit to the doctor was obviously because i was sick. there is some sort of evil bug going around, cos ashish has the same virus as me. its like a throat pain thingy, like a pre-fever warning. n for me whenever i try to nap i get up like feeling hot and uncomfortable. but yesterday i took my temperature n the dumb ol thermometer increased .1 degrees everytime i retook the temp UNTIL 37.0 and then it din wana go any higher. FINEEE. so no fever. aha. the doctor said it was jus some throat viral thingy. i dont understand how like, the doctors make it sound like such a SMALL thing when it seems like a really big deal to me! :( gwah. not good to be sick when the exams are JUST over. cannot enjoy properly. and yesterday night i was being really cranky. sorry to the ppl who had to go through that. aha x)) gg to venezia to meet cheryl n dan laterrrs!! <3
OKAY. now its time to blog extensively abt my ALPHAMALE!!! (um i think ive like gushed to like all the ex-acsi prefects alr. almost all anyway) his name is JOHNLOH. and he's the sec4 head prefect now. it was a super random encounterrr. like nat and i were crossing the road, then this acsi guy was standing nxt to us. then i saw his badge n it said head prefect so we were like. eh! YOU'RE THE HEAD PREFECT! n nat SORTA knew him cos of acsi jnr snr thing n all, so we started talking to him n walking with him to the bus stop. HURHUR. i think he was sorta bemused n bewildered by these two mad acjc ppl who jus started ranting on and on and like askin him qns left right center. so we had a nice chat with him and then nat and i went to eat at the market.
COMECOME, and in the short span of conversation we had, i had formulated this wonderfulfabulous impression of this guy already! ok come lets list the alphamale qualities.
1) hes in canoeing. thats sports.
2) hes in IB. that means hes SMART.
3) hes the ACSI HEAD PREFECT. thats how outstanding lar. need i say more (but i will! aha)
4) hes NICE n friendly n has a great personality (pls trust my character judgement. its qte accurate. ahaha)
5) hes HANDSOME :DDDDDDDD
6) he has an accent (thats a PLUSPLUSPLUS)
7) hes christian! (A PLUSPLUSPLUSPLUS for me lar)
AHAHAHA ok i sound like some despotic bimbo. i was gushing like this exactly (um and i was also gg like, AHH SO HOTHOTHOT) to nat on the way to the market, and he was like. can you stop LUSTING after him? AHAHHAHA like what a word to use right!? -__- anyway. after that nat was like, eh how come we neva ask for his number ah? then i was like YAHH dammit. ahahahhaha. okay anyway till the next time we meet again then! ahahaha. and the really funny ting is that through the whole time we talked to him we didnt introduce ourselves so he's just gona remember us as the indian and the crazygirl in acjc uniform. HM. oh well. and i thought i would neva be attracted to a younger guy! WHOOOO. i gues i was wrong. AHURHUR.
OKAY PLEASSE IGNORE THAT ENTIRE ABOVE FEW PARAGRAPHS/ because that is just like, the inner me being unleashed. n the inner me does not unleash this side of my self unless the inner me is really DISTURBED or um, shaken. ahahah! like, when i see edison. you know, that kinda thing. yes thankYOU for yr understanddinggg ((((:
13:27 - 30.06.05
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you're beautiful, its true
i have met my alphamale today on the way home from school together with nat.
<3
i shall extensively blog about him some other time. HUR. for now, HISTORY AWAITS! :( gwaaaaaah. on a happier note, gg to passion AC on fri night with brotherhood! :D :D well, minus retard i think. the choice is up to him. if he wants to play DOTA or come with us. (ahah this isnt a threat AH)
chares bday tmr.
thanks for your prayers! ((: God has been good.
23:19 - 28.06.05
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the one who catches all your tears
econs and gp today. lit tmr, history, then math and TERMS WILL BE OVER (: hoorah! anyway, the LINKS are fixed. mat complained that the links are not working. well NOW THEY ARE! so go look see (: aha. the links have also been shortened lar. so it looks nicer n more straightforward :D ahahhaa. yesyes n OHANA MEANS FAMILY x) erm. im sure u know that already! hur.
it was great coming back to schoool. a sense of WARMTH somewhat! aha n i love chapel <3 i am breakingout. badbad. must do something about it! cant wait for friday. not only will terms be over, but. PASSION AC (: i wana go with brotherhood. but dont know if those boys are free. sigh.
on saturday, cheryl said something while we were eating at brekos n it had a very resounding effect on me. she said. you know, its gona be a long time before we meet up like this again. in her very matteroffact cheryl way. aha. n when she said it, i felt a tinge of quiet sadness n recognition. how true. but the last week has been one of the best weeks ever! i dont believe i couldve spent it in a better way. not the STUDYING part, but just the company. love you girls MUCHLY <3
ok for now, PICTURES :D (i really love it when i have a cam)
the girls
the art :P
the siblings
and last but not least. courtesy of JONGWEE! i present to you. nat and his watch:
(((((x
17:59 - 27.06.05
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i will be waiting time after time
hoho! havent been updating because this week is muggingweek. terms are in TWODAYS. im freaking out im freaking out. but i wana take a break from it all and take some time to blog! manymany things over the past few dayss.
so me and mat resumed our study routine from last year. everyday. venezia. on monday when i came from my volunteerwork at childrenaidssociety i went to walk around coldstorage while waiting for mat. and as i walked from the flowerstands to past the chicken counter to the chips to the magazines to the counter.. i was overcome by an overwhelming sense of SADNESS AND LOSS. as in, seriously. NO GUAIBOY. ok but then i expected that (but miracles happen once in while! :( ) and then i only saw funkyflorist n charmingboy/man. i was like. what happened to the rest!?!?! instead, i was staring at all these unfamiliar faces.. and like suddenly it hit me. change had took place. snuck in quietly and made its presence known. sigh. guaiboy/supersizeme/EPboy/megirl/evilprettygirl. all gone. (naughtyboy appeared later ons and we found out that his name was KEVIN :D) new replacements. ahbengs and ahlians. stuffalot girl. n the lionking woman.
sigh. anyway, studied at venezia on monday and tuesday and wednesday. on wed we called cheryl along. hm. spotted markchay!!!!!! and girlfriend. ahahaha. yessss. and interesting sightings. celebrities. lifestyles of the rich and famous. the usual angmohs. prettygirl who shouldnt smile. spoilt dog. but. no black dress pregnant woman/ prince william/ perfect little angmoh boys. just toddlers that totter as if they are being wounded up. its really cute. the kids love to run in a circle and then SCREAM and then just collapse in the middle of the circle. a never ending cycle of entertainment. hurhur ((: ohyes. and bimbotic girls n NSKs >:( that disrupt our concentration.
on wed we decided that we needed a change of environment. so we switched to hollandv. thurs morning i had a math test then i went with kat n bev to eat XIAOLONGBAOS. wheeeeee. had a good chaat with them. hmmmmm. yes then bev left with liz for chinese oral, and DAN APPEARED!!!!! :D :D :D HAVENT SEEN DAN IN AGES! IN EONS! IN A MILLION YEARS! arhhhh. yes and dan does not look as SMALL as she used to. she is now, australian size. and i mean that in a good, growingup way. especially after she shared with us her (ahem) inner feelings. HAHAHAA. DO U GET IT DAN. anyway! dan loves to swing like a monkayy. ok then cheryl arrived n we migrated to thaiexpress cos dan wanted to eat THAI. we had nice redrubycoconuticecream(?)thing. BUT THE SERVICE IS BAD. take so long to come. hmmphhh. yes and after ten million calls, matilda finally appeared. ahahhaa. and cheryl whipped out her APPLE to show pics. x)
k then we migrated to BK cos we had to study. poor dan. she was left to entertain herself with cheryls apple. and um. voice recordings. (!?) LOL. but of course we could tell that she was boredddddd. poorgirl. u see, this tells u technology does not make up for the human touch! i am so intelligent. HAHA anyway everyone go and eat BK STAR POTATOES!! 2OCENTS FOR NINE!! its an amazing opposite of ripoff!!! ahaha. cheryl was GENEROUS and bought us each a packet. hm yes then we had a disneypact planning session that cheryl was left out of. and then cos she was BITTER (haaha) so she kept pouring cold water on us (DIRECT TRANSLATION FROM CHINESE)! but dont care. we will still make it happen, no money or not! hmph. mat has the most BIZZARREE ideas. yellowcars and drunkedness. and dan's ideas are all centered on the BEACH -_- ahaha. hm but we decided that we really need alot of GREEENNOTES if we are going to enjoy ourselves weeelll! 2009! wait for us! ahahhaaa we're gona make history. UH. rightt. ok moving on.
then dan left :( cos she had a dinner. but thats okay. DAN DAN DAN DAN DAN DAN DAN DAN DAN IT WAS NICE HAVING YOU BACK. it was so nice seeing u after so long! but dont know when we are gona see each other again :( sniffsniff. -wipes a tear. but dont worry okay. we wont forget yaaa x)
studied. then cheryl mat and i migrated to brekos for dinner. budget. no service charge. goodvalueformoney. and tomato sauce prevents u from dementia. walawala has a very nice bar counter. homesweeeeethome (:
thursday. today. the original meeting time was NINETHIRTY. i was there. and uh. me. and hmmmmm. me? yes thats abt it. ME, MYSELF AND I. matilda was still asleeeeeep cos she slept at sixam :O and cheryl had to return books. ok so when they finally arrived, we studied. SO WHATS NEW. but there were very very very irritating want to smack upside down and stuff paper up their mouth people sitting behind us. SO ANNOYING I TELL YOU. (nsksnsksnsks OK VERY MEAN i shall stop) cheryl left to meet her friends for lunch. eugene came to bk to study n provided us with very interesting information!! :O :O the world is soooo small. a girl called wonus :O n cleo and sis dropped by too. hm. and many postcamp pple came to bk and occupied the place, and added body heat.
migrated to SUBWAY. good place. good food. we should eat there more often!! :D then we migrated to coffeebean where there big comfy chairs but there was a STOOPID fly that kept flying here n there trying to eat our cheesecake. come to think of it, we practically travelled all of hollandv. ooooh :O aahaa. had a long talk. mat left for town. debs goes home. meets yina on the bus. walks home and sweats. OGAY this is becoming weird. anyway i took alot of PICTURES! and many. many. artistic shots. i think i shd become a photographer (: k when they are complete n uploaded i will inform yous.
studying again tmr. MUSTSTUDY. its only TWODAYS. CANNOT GET DISTRACTED! MUST BE MOTIVATED! somebody please pray for me :( exams are terrible things.
21:48 - 24.06.05
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keep thinking things will always be the same
looking through sharon's pictures. sweetsweetmemories <3
jano and ron! at sentosa. i love this picture. ahhhh pureCANDY.
huiling and judy. and UH. icecream. but they look so happy!!!!
janice wanice from outer space! this picture is so jan (: miss chew!
OKAYY HERE COMES THE HIGHLIGHT. PICTURE OF THE DAY!!! :D :D :D
JESSIE'S SHOES!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHHAHAHA doesnt this bring back memories! jessie's shoes are ALWAYS like that. arhahhahahaha.
why am i feeling so NOSTALGIC these days? i must stop it.
21:54 - 21.06.05
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i've shown you love you've never shown
to you. and theres only one you.
I’ve known you for so long
You are a friend of mine
But is this all we’d ever be?
I’ve loved you ever since
You are a friend of mine
And babe is this all we ever could be?
You tell me things I’ve never known
I've shown you love you’ve never shown
But then again, when you cry
I’m always at your side
You tell me ’bout the love you’ve had
I listen very eagerly
But deep inside you’ll never see
This feeling of emptiness
It makes me feel sad
But then again I’m glad
I’ve known you all my life
You are a friend of mine
I know this is how it’s gonna be
I’ve loved you then and I love you still
You’re a friend of mine
Now, I know friends are all we ever could be
i wish i had known this song earlier. and this is exactly how i feel. or how i felt? its been. two years. all in the past. but its amazing how songs like this make you feel so so nostalgic. and everythiing comes flooding back.
i've loved you then and i love you still.
a friend of mine (:
21:34 - 21.06.05
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better is one day in Your courts than thousands elsewhere
thinking thinking.
lingering thoughts.
what will happen at the very end? am i fulfilling what God wants me to do. am i even trying?
shared with mat yesterday. evangelism. something that i havent done in such a long while. and i felt a overwhelming sense of pity. for everyone else whom i had the chance to share with but i didnt. what if the end was tomorrow. the end. one big. fullstop.
and i felt ashamed. at how i am, compared to how i was. and how i want to be?
i miss my friends. those who i know will be there for me. even though i might not talk to them that often. but its the chemistry. the connection. and the heart.
i sort of miss God. he's always there, but i havent been actively building on my foundation and growing. so i guess i dont feel adequate to come before Him as i could have. gwah. i need enlightenment.
how i wish God would break me down. so that He can build me up again. and i would be a better person.
random outbursts after seventeen years (:
11:27 - 21.06.05
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im all about loving you
attended my granduncle's son's weddingdinner yesterday. UH. someone ive never seen before. we're not very close to our fathers side. so yesterday was truly an eye opener! haha. i saw my granduncles and aunties and my distant cousins. the wedding wasnt a christian wedding, but it was sweet all the same. I HAVE SUCH CUTE DISTANT COUSINS. small little cowboy boys. arhhhhhhhh. ahhaha.
okay yes. anyway it was SO FUNNYYYY cos the waitress that was serving us kept making mistakes from the start. like she tried to serve us food then it dropped, or like she accidentally knocked into someone's elbow or something like that. THEN THE CLIMAX CAME.. WHEN SHE SPILT BEER ON ME AND MY LITTLE BROTHER. WAHAHAHAA. and me and gid were like, we knew this was coming!!ahahaha she was like OHSHITsorrysorrysorry then they took my sweater to dry clean. but it was actually gid that got most of the beer. HURHUR. then every other minute she wd come over and say sorrysorrysorry and we were like ITS OKAY ahaaa. yes at the end they presented me with my drycleaned sweater complete with a hanger and chocolates. AHAHAHAHA. and it doesnt end there!! another highlight of the night was my thirdgranduncle. who got drunk. on BRANDY. my gosh. and we all thought it was tea! ahaha when the MC called for the bride n groom n others to go up to YAMSENG, he was like right in the front. so first they started YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA--------- then before they could finish, my third grand uncle started AGAIN (YAAAAAAAAAAAA-------) and everyone was like AHAHAA. then the mc went MMMMMMMMSENNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! and then my third grand uncle went (YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA------) and it was so hilarious i tell u because this went on for like SEVEN TIMES AHAHAHAHHAHAA until they got him to shut up. i think he got tired. basically he was making such a racket! ahahhahahahahahaha me and gid were so amusedddd!
ok yes earlier that afternoon we went to panpacifichotel to attend our NEPHEW's firstmonth!! ahah the very first fourth generation in our extended family ((: the food was extensive. and the baby was so CUTEEEEEEEE. oh yes and then me and my brothers made an egg lotus fairy. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. we dunked a huge flower into a glass of water. then we carved eyes and a mouth out of an egg and made hair out of chocolate chips then we put it on the flower. EGG LOTUS FAIRY! WAHAHAHAHA. ok yesterday was a funny day.
just uploaded manymany pics. but some are really outdated. ahah. like my pics from the america trip i took two years ago. HUR. and there are some pics frm the recent sibling outing.
HARDCORE MUGGING STARTS TODAAAAAAAAY. meeting mat at venezia later (: like old times.
11:37 - 20.06.05
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you came in and rearranged my heart
watched mr and mrs smith with my three brothers yesterday. a very very RARE sibling outing ((: yay. the movie was quite cute la but uh a bit no plot.. and it ended so fast! like huh? but they look good together. so i guess thats what matters! ahahhaa. oh well. reached home at abt 12 plus and the cab driver was so talkative he was yakking away n asking gideon abt everything in the whole wide world. gosh. yessss. but anyway i was kinda GLADDD that we had a sibling outing. i mean. UH I CANT REMEMBER when we ever HAD one, in fact :D
so altho i missed dance night, i guess this kinda madeup for it. n darroch called on friday night to scold me (HURHUR) cos nat reuben n i pulled out of dancenight and then there was some miscommunication cos the ruggers went on fri n his ticket was sat. HURHUR which mean he couldn watch with ruggers NOR us. thus. i think he ended up watching with adi and co. ooh and he related his very interesting encounter with a hooker. AHRUHRUAHAHAHA how funny la! :D yay i havent heard from the brotherhood in awhile. so YAY. hmm come to think of it i havent talked to nat in damn long! :( i miss. brotherhooooood.
oh yes talking abt brotherhood, i am so proud of myself i finished angels n demons!!!!!!!!!!!!! the book. :D and its super exciting! super interesting! its the first ever book (in a longlongwhile) that i didnt put down after reading the first few pages! in fact it was super engaging. yay i like. then i stayed up til 3am to finish reading it la. gosh. yesyes. yayyyy.
im so screwed. i need to study. im wasting my time! alotalotalot of time! STUDYBUDDY. MATILDA I NEED YOU. and we need guaiboy to be our motivationnn!
i was sitting in the sanctuary today thinking about my sec2 and sec3 life. he's not just gona disappear like that. what we had was undefinable and that was the beauty of it all i suppose? the constant guessing and speculation. then the small surprises n joys. the messages first thing in the morning.
i guess it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. and that place in my memory and in my heart will always be for you.
17:29 - 19.06.05
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the truth is you have set me free
BACK FROM CAMP.
slept at 5 yesterday so im kinda zonked out now. after i upload my photos im going to SLEEP. longlongsleep :D zzzzzzzzz.
anyway!! ahahaha i like my group (: because we are small. as in. there are alot of little girls. and we have jon wee. THANK THE HEAVENS FOR JON WEE. he is the funniest person that has ever walked the planet n i swear this is the TRUEST TRUTH. hurhur. constant source of entertainment. IN FACT he might even beat NAT!! :O oooh. ahaha. yes i think he does. ok la tough fight.
anyway yea basically i felt that i was spending more time helping my grp members understand n experience God so in the end i didnt end up as spiritually fulfilled as i thought i would be. n thats cos there were 2 catholics in my grp who were little sec1 girls n they had alot of qns so i had to constantly try n explain as well as i could. sharmaine looks like a chipmunk frm alvin and the chipmunks!! so cute. ahaha. this year the discussions were good. as in, we actually had goooood discussions. and the speaker was good too. he was really really different from the other speakers we had. cos he was entertaining n engaging. altho sometimes i think he got a bit outta point n overboard. hurhur.
whee! our grp won amazing race! even though we took countless mrt n bus rides back n forth until clara n sarah were complainin abt their adultfare which was costing them a BOMB. hhur. yay n we came in really early. oh yes n our grp won most entertaining grp! (all hail jon wee) we decided that during the scenes when it was me n him we shd just do impromptu and thats wad we did n then we ended up going on and on about WALLS. but it was really funny. ahaha.
i think the funnest time was on thurs during our free time. we played shootshagmarry (AHA i noe its a church camp but OH WELL) n it was hilarioouuuss. hurrrr. shoot the whole bunch of girls. shall. not mention. names. hm. but they deserve it. n tiffany n jon were so funny cos they were just super random. n tiff is like really blur cute n ahlian at the same time even tho shes just sec1. i was so tickled whenever i saw them talking. sec1 girl n sec4 boy. HURHRUR n nicholas is the most random of all. AHAHAHA. ok yes nobody understands what im talkiing about. MOVING ON.
i conclude there is only ONE time in the entire yr that i get really angsty n all. and thats during candle fight. hahahahhahaa. as usual. it is not a violent game but aiyaaaa. your revengeful emotions get the better of you. so at first i was really angsty then after that sambeh jon and i just decided to circle around the enemies barracks n sing champagne supernova at the top of our voices. and just basically make alot of noise for the fun of it. i think there was a pt of time when we broke out into the national anthem. hm.
after candle fight was underground church. we spent like an hr plus walking. NONSTOP WALKING. sheeeeesh. n i was a spy but i din wana send my members to the torture chamber cos i wantd to help them. hm. yea but the game ended early at abt 3am cos some of the smaller kids CRIED IN THE TORTURE CHAMBER cos chuanxin was just talking to them n psychoing them but he din even lay a finger! scary stuff :( OH WELL. MY SPECS got stepped on during on of the past camps underground church. super pissifying la.
yepp so we washed up n bathed and played cards until abt 5. then i went to sleeeeeeep. zzzzzzzz. ahaha. then jon nic nehemiah n i were playin bridge in a horizontal row on the bus. nehemiah is mister shify eyes cos his eyes keeepsss moving to see other ppls cards! slap him. yea. oh yup n zhiern was camp commandent and throughout the entire camp his favourite phrase was: eh HELLO HELLO! n theres a certain tone to it. must hear one. it was so funny la everyone was imitating him.
i think i shd go sleepp soon. but i am worried. TERMS. (GWAAAAAAAAAAH) nightmares nightmares..
13:15 - 17.06.05
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im a snowball running!
there are ANTS. running here and there in front of me. im beginning to feel. ITCHY.
GBC YOUTH CAMP TOMOROWWWWWWW!! (((x back on friday. hoorah! aha. im lookin forward to camp. to get away. from home. n parents. n everything. n be with God. be with His people! hoorayhay. felt pretty happy in church today.
aha im GROUP LEADERRRR. there are four grp leaders. sam beh, alicia, debbie n me! and sam debbie n i were same grp last year and we won ALL THE PRIZES at the end. including best grp best actor best actress. how fun la! but dammit they split us up this year. oh wells. the only comfort for my grp is that i have JONWEE. who is a non negotiable/tradable PERSON! hmph. cos they swapped poon away to alicias grp. sob. i need an alphamale in my grp! growl. cos there are many little girls. oh well. TILL THEN, i bid you -ADIEU! :D
19:46 - 12.06.05
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be thou my vision
went for two weddings today! but most importantly, MR NGOEI'S.n both weddings sang the exact same songs at the exact same sequence. its quite funny. aha. but the first song sums it up all quite nicely (:
O perfect Love, all human thought transcending,
Lowly we kneel in prayer before Thy throne,
That theirs may be the love which knows no ending,
Whom Thou forevermore dost join in one.
O perfect Life, be Thou their full assurance,
Of tender charity and steadfast faith,
Of patient hope and quiet, brave endurance,
With childlike trust that fears nor pain nor death.
Grant them the joy which brightens earthly sorrow;
Grant them the peace which calms all earthly strife,
And to life’s day the glorious unknown morrow
That dawns upon eternal love and life.
suchhhh a sweet and comforting song! i think its a really appropriate song because it puts God in the center of it all. n thats what holds everything together. oh. n my parents had the exact same two songs too!! aha. the other one was be thou my vision :D
ks went for the first navigator wedding at abt 11. the PAGEBOY WAS SO CUTE!!! THE MOST HANDSOME CUTE LITTLE BOY ON EARTH. heh. i cld imagine gideon looking like him when he was all young n cute n innocent n SKINNY. oh well. aha. yes then i rushed off to btp. met the whole bunch of j3s n ting! ahahaha. ks anyway at the wedding, mr ngeoi looked SO HAPPY! as in. he looked truly happy. n when his wife was walking down the aisle u cld see he was so proud of her n so in love with her cos he was like grinning frm ear to ear n like biting his lip!! aww it was so sweet. yep n when they said their wedding vows he said it with such steadiness n sincerity that everyone in front of me n beside me (uh basically my classmates) were all exclaiming AWW SO SWEEEEETT over n over again. ahaha. n i think it was really. mr ngoei at his finest (:
the exhortation was good. it made. alot of sense! five cs in marriage. commitment. companionship. contentment. cleaving. CHRIST (: ahh i like. yes anyway at the end they played starwars music. aahaha.
the reception was good! n high class. we stood arnd for a while with the really cool plates (that u cd hang yr utensils n drinks. ohmy i sound so suaku) aahha n nali was going on abt council camp n all. yay cool stuf! but poor council people. it was sheer physical torture. ashish left for perth with his orange cardigan n minibag. AHAHA. then the rest left for town to watch mr and mrs smith x) ahahhaa. hot hot couple. yes. then chare siyou tash and i sat at the secret table (LOL) and talked.
and talked and talked and talked until we were the only people left n they had finished clearing up the food n tables and everything. so we practically were the last ones to leave. hurhur (:
had cellgrp at night. LANDLORD! new intellectual card game. hurhur (: yep then the whole bunch of us went to hollandv to have supper. bk. ahahaha then i met AMADEEEOOOO n the nairs n iankwan (AGAIN) lols. hahaha. yep. ooh clara has new funky specs i like!!! x)
yes anyways. of cos i have INSIGHTS frm the double weddings i attended today. ahaha. and i think it was a really beautiful thing that was mentioned in both weddings. i think its like one of those lines that are part of the whole ritual.
let no man seperate what God has put together.
23:35 - 11.06.05
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ive never had the chance to say how much i thank you
i was just reading through sharon's past entries in her old blog. cos they were full of 4/5 days. n it brought me back to..
-JERRY EYES!-
ron!!!!! jerry eyes jerry eyes jerry eyes!!! ahahahha its been so so long. i nearly forgot that. and it brought. a smile to my face. because. i remembered. our 4/5 days ((: it brought back a hint of sadness as well. because i know that we're never to relive them again. cos we can say it again n again that we'll meet up n all, but you know it n i know it, things will never be exactly the way it was before.
because of events n things n people n US. we've grown up. have we? i guess we have. sweet seventeen now. its wrong. what happened to the years of sweet sixteen? everythings in the past tense now. was.
its hard to imagine whats going to happen in the future. when we become. gasp-ADULTS. or maybe. like university kids. like going on to adulthood stage. imagination makes it all happen, but reality is another thing altogether..
i wonder what jiahui will be like :O i wonder if huiling n xiutang will stil be the same. i wonder if the twoeight jbxx clique will still be the noisy mad people i know now? i wonder if chien cherlyn sikhi n jiayin will still be the four ppl id love to go crazy with. i wonder if sharon will still be pure candy. i wonder if dan will still be the ever small n bouncyish girl. i wonder if jan will still remember the ET song when i see her on the streets? i wonder if cheryl will still rub her eye in the same way. i wonder if judy n jessie will still rmb our mimi outings n how we loved kfc n hated bandpracs (x i wonder if mat will still be there to reminisnce abt guaiboy n then watch the world go by. i wonder.
n our disney trip! ((: it brings a smile to my face too. dan mat chien (: we WILL make it happen.
i want to linger here a little longer. with you.
just. a little longer.
:'(
16:25 - 09.06.05
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are we ever gona learn to fly?
haha just finished the mini rj random gathering! ((: jerrine jeremy tong cheryl roland :D
throughout the dinner jerrine n i were just laughing at each other la. i duno why. but shes dam funny! gosh. the whole grinding thing. n like. the pregnancy being a curable cancer. HAHAHA. oh well. jeremy was like an hour late so we just sat there n watched him eat. tong got pretty lost n i cant believe cheryl din reply his msg when he asked her when to get off the bus!! my gosh! aha. in the end he walked up the 'path that was inclining upwards'. in his own words. my gdness his vocabulary is seriously bombastic. a minus for using too cheem words. lol.
ks anyway we just sat there n talked n laughed n talked n laughed. oh much was abt pre u sem. cheryl was telling it so animatedly and it was SO FUNNY. gawsh. till jerrine felt sleepy. went to my room then we went into the aircon room. played bridge! :D n jeremy kept wearing the viking hat. hur. oh yes then micheyeo n steph came to visit!! from ALAMEEEEEEEEN :D heh. then we took pic n they left. played more bridge. cheryl left. oh yes then played two ppl bridge with jeremy! fun fun! i believe i am still in the lead (:
played daidee n bluff. tong cannot bluff for nuts. aha hm come to think abt it, today was sorta repetition of yesterday! but with different people. hahaha. anyways. they decided to leave at abt 11 before they missed the train. n cos tongs parents are out of town n he has a 5O INCH PLASMA so they want to meet up again sometime to watch dvds n make use of the plasma. HAHAHA. but he lives in CHANGI which is like !?!?!HOW FAR!!
hm. i think maybe what cheryl says is right. secondary school friends make alot of difference. sigh. n things in sch n everywhere are getting so politicalll :( i dont like it. aha this group of friends are SO RANDOM! as in seriously. but at least they are sincere n we have fun together. had fun today. the long awaited misc gathering has finally come to pass! lol. aha the company makes all the difference! ((:
hm. i really need to get down to studyingggg tmr. i just realised how much there is to cover! for history esp. BLEH >:(
23:18 - 08.06.05
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happinessss is.
OG pics from yesterday are up!!! ((((((: HOHOHO.
check out our ubercool OGtshirts :D
17:50 - 08.06.05
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a girl in a masquerade
this excerpt is from smallville. like wayyyy long ago! but i remember it was a scene that stunned me for such a long time. like. it moved me and yet gently shook me. it was when chloe was reading her letter to clark n he was sorta unconscious.
I want to let you in on a secret. I’m not who you think I am. In fact, my disguise is so thin, I’m surprised you haven’t seen right through me. I’m the girl of your dreams masquerading as your best friend. Sometimes I want to rip off this facade like I did at the Spring Formal, but I can’t because you’ll get scared and you’ll run away again. So I decided that it’s better to live with a lie than expose my true feelings.
My dad told me there are two types of girls. The ones you grow out of and the ones you grow into. I really hope I’m the latter. I may not be the one you love today, but I’ll let you go for now, hoping one day you’ll fly back to me because I believe you’re worth the wait.
I may not be the one you love today, but I’ll let you go for now, hoping one day you’ll fly back to me because I believe you’re worth the wait.
and what i read in someone else's blog made me think about things all over again. we all want to be lana, but we're all really chloe's most of the time, arent we? just an average, ordinary girl.
21:42 - 07.06.05
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when i need you, will you be right there?
when i needed you most,
you werent there.
and i fell asleep feeling so alone.
just when you seemed to be there every night, whether i wanted you to or not.
the irony.
its a leap of faith
when you believe there's someone out there.
its a leap of faith
when you believe that someone cares.
and when i call out to you, will you be right there?
21:31 - 07.06.05
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raaaaaaaandom.
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. debs
2. debo
3. meimei (grumble. my parents n my 2ndbro call me this)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. deb.s
2. uh. dycube.
3. ermmmmm. debowebo!? mygawsh.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eyes
2. hair colour
3. ears (HARHAR)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. complexion!
2. legs!
3. MY HAIRY FINGERS N TOES :D
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. chinese
2. royalblood! (cos of my greatgreatgrandmother. alittle. maybe. a drop?)
3. hakka (as in the dialect grp. not the rugby thing)
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. dark alleys alone
2. insects that are moving really really close to you
3. loved ones dying
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. oceanus!
2. mp3.
3. HANDPHONE.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. my OG TSHIRT :D :D :D
2. fbts
3. hairband!
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. michellebranch
2. lifehouse
3. damienrice
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
(well, CURRENTLY)
1. breathing - lifehouse
2. cannonball - damienrice
3. we willl dance - steven curtis chapman
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. honesty
2. whole heartedness
3. God!
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. i miss my dog to bits
2. i have four computers in the house
3. i like noisy songs.
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. voice (the SINGING :D)
2. smile
3. height
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. sleeping
2. talking
3. journalling (OKAY ALL VERY UNPRODUCTIVE I KNOW I KNOW)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. go for dancenight on 18th with nat reuben n darroch.(my parents are PMSing..)
2. get MONEY so i can go shop n buy everything i want.
3. talk on the phone/ never get off the com. HURHUR.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. i wana be social worker.
2. if i cant then i guess ill have to end up being a TEACHER. (yawn)
3. n when i get a bit older n retire, i wana be DJ x))
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. new york
2. hawaii
3. bangkok/shanghai (SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN SHOP CHEAPLY)
THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. amos
2. lydia
3. ryan (COS ALL RYANS ARE HOT)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get married n live happily ever after
2. have kids
3. watch the sunset and the sunrise with someone i love!
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i whack people. alot.
2. i am not gracious in my speech.
3. i like to read slamdunk. hurhur.
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. shopping.
2. i get touched n cry super easily
3. i wana go out late n stay out late n not have my parents worry abt where i am and who im with cos they think im gona get raped.
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. brian mckenzie
2. EDISON CHEN (GAAAAAAAAAH <3)
3. wonbin
21:03 - 07.06.05
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behind these hazel eyes
whee. jialing and tracy are sharing music and jialing is actually doing work but tracy is SLACKING. pretending to study econs but obviously nothing is going in. hm weiru is quite hardworking too!. hurhur. im taking a break from arab israeli conflict! :D aga. anyway. we have almost finished the entire pack of hugepockys. chocolate! <3 yay.
sigh. played bridge and bluff just now. i have DETHRONED CHEONGJIALING! :D to become bluffqueen. YAYS. hahahaha. ohwell. and weiru does not know how to play card games. aiyo! outram :O hahaha. kidding. jialing has just let out a SCREAM after she knows what i just wrote. LOL ((: n tracy n jialing are the most violent duo on earth! gosh. never had so much female violence in my hse bfore. hmph.
oh yes and we are all wearing our OG TSHIRTS. eilmorel! x) hahahaa. yes and they are like mangocolour so we all look like walking bananas. its quite funny actually. hurhur.
we took alotta rubbish pictures just now. hahaha jialing betta upload them! damn funny. ok yes i think we're going to kap later to eat or something cos we're all starving! :( n now, we shall study. ((:
17:27 - 07.06.05
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something beautiful of my life
random thoughts from the weekend!
(im just like giving myself an excuse to blog cos i really like the new layout :D)
sat woke up earlyearly to meet in sch for pw. our grp was the only grp with full attendance la! (: n honestly i think our grp is the bestest of all. michael chare ting n michyeo. yays. decided on our gpp, which was MY PI! (ahemahem) hahaha. its about the sims. so basically we just wana play sims n say that we are doing PW. we cd see the soccer ppl training n the touchrug ppl. viknesh was keeping fit n running! :O haha. after that michyeo ting michael tash nali and i went to kap for breakfast. yoghurt with cereal <3 yums.
we were talking very loudly n nali and michael started to get very excited abt preusemcamp as well as their big ideas for acidol next yr. and we were laughing like nuts as if we were in the voiddeck when we were, well, in KAP. ha. when u put debator and debator, u get incessant chattering and long streams of sentences. and they get all excited with their hand actions n stuff. HAHA. n it took michael reallly long to realise he was the only guy who turned up for pw. but then again, there are only five guys in our class :D haha.
ohyes then rushed to church for campmeeting at 2pm. i cant believe retard is also in his churchs camp comm. hahahaa i dont mean it in a bad way la! i mean it in a, well, WOW way. LOL. okays anyways had this long discussion thru the material n debbie and i conclude we do not like working with adults. oh yes then GLs sorted out our grps. YAY YAY i got jek kai and i got jon wee! YAY YAY! ((: HAHAHA. glee. glee.
youths sold kayatoast n kopi on sunday to raise funds for camp. and i was sitting there talkin to rara. lookin at the pics in her dads fone. and me n zhiwei came to the conclusion that luke looks like. BONO. AHAHA generally U2 representation. n rachelle, looks like bono girlfriend. HURHUR. actually, if uncle ronnie (hisdad) dresses like luke, (with the whole black getup n sunglasses n the hair) he will look LIKE THE SPLITTING IMAGE OF BONO. gid agrees. like. body double! :O its how cool! so we have bono snr and jnr. haha. haha. HAHAHAHA. n rara was complaining how random auntys n uncles keep thinking shes older than noah. annoyances. aiya. thats cos noah is smallish.
hmm :/
listening to youaremyworld now.
i lift up my eyes to see the wonders of heaven. opening above me, Your goodness abounds. You've taken my breath away with your irresistable love.
21:31 - 06.06.05
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you make my life worthwhile
new layout! :D
the girl is SUPERDUPER cute rights!? gosh. ive been seeing cute little babies and kiddos all over the place recently. at swensens i saw this super cute kid who looked like charlie brown MYGOSH HE WAS SO CUTE i didnt wana leave the restaurant!! :O i wanted to bring him home. aw sigh.
anyway. OG STUDY SESSION TMR!! :D and its mainly jialing tracy and me. its been so long since the three of us have got together! yay! then wednesday is rjmisc dinner. damn random la. its like a rj dinner plus me. but its at my hse. ok how ironic. nevermind, lookin forward to that too! jerrine jeremy jo tong cheryl n roland (:
ive got. the GOOD heebeegeebees! :D aka the good vibes.
i cant believe i spent the whole day clearing books. hm. anyway my last entry page was TOOLONG and i tink diaryland got pissed at me so they cut me off halfway. so i had to start a new pg. ta-da! (:
went to childrens aid today with sis (: the kids are verycute. yes. but naughty. hahaha in the end we ended up playing cartoonnetwork games! hoorah. went to eat at wishbone with my family. had the most HORRIBLE FOOD EVER. my fried chicken was like, uh. THREE CHICKEN WINGS n an unidentifyable piece of something. then my mom asked them to replace. then they took away one chickenwing and replaced it with ANOTHER unidentifyable chicken part. my gawsh! my brother n i were trying so hard not to burst out laughing x) dam ridiculous!
i need to study :(
i stayed up last night feeling so PMSish. lay in my bed for like an hour. waiting. :(
you step a little closer each day
but i cant say whats going on.
HOW appropriate :/
20:51 - 06.06.05
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